A Withdrawal From Consistency

I am just wishing to write down a rant here. Ever since I stopped writing everyday, I can feel the want to write start slipping. If I don’t force myself, it can take a while for me to get back there, but this is the problem. Every day that I don’t force myself is another day that it gets harder to write.

This is why quitting a consistent schedule even once can be the worst decision. I took a small break after something happened, and then it spiraled even worse from there. Now, it’s hard to write even one chapter a week.

I’ve withdrawn myself from the consistency I told myself I would maintain. And every day that passes where I don’t write at least 1k words, I feel more and more anxious.

It’s like I am wasting away because I’ve withdrawn from the one productive thing I told myself to maintain. It compounds into an even bigger problem where my thoughts lower my self-image, and this makes it even harder to write.

Well, here is hoping that I can find the spark to write consistently again. Thanks for reading.